Happy New Year 2009

Get A Mac in Hokkien

Never quit

A man is not finished when he is defeated. He is finished when he quits.

一个人如果失败了并不会完蛋，只有放弃了才会完蛋。

——Richard Nixon

School

I rarely take an afternoon nap, however, today I dreamed of us (ppl of DCMD, everyone) attending the same school and the same class. I saw myself wearing a white uniform and bring a few textbooks and a basketball asking the guys to play together during recess, all of not never really reply but just give me a warm smile.

We were attending lessons Maths, English and Science. The more basic and simple kind of subjects that we all seems to enjoy a lot... By talking or sleeping... LOL.

After school, we didn't really go back, in fact, most of us simple stay in the classroom, chat for a while and then go window shopping together... fun man! XD

I can't seems to remember what happen after that. It seems that wanted to continue this dream forever as I sleep for a record 4 hours in the afternoon...shit man... How am I going to sleep tonight? T.T

Well, as each passing days go... we are all getting closer and closer to grad and soon... we will all be adults... I dun noe why but... I think we should all be like secondary students, stay back after school, chit-chat for the girls. For guys, we play- play dota, street soccer, basketball, chess....etc.
But that doesn't mean that we dun do INDS\PDP la... Xp get a pass can already la...

We have not been eating together for a long time... should we do it together?
Oh ya... please dun talk about works like gradshow, INDS\PDP or even the 'CowBar'... talk something more general like dreams, where to travel when we grow up, funny stories of the past or your ideas house\parther...etc... T.T



To Me: I cherish DCMD as much as everyone do, but right now... I feel that it is a time for me to gather or create more memories everyone then to get a good results... Cos a good result or a pass does not affect my dreams of bring a police at all.

The values of OUR memories is surely more important than MY individual results.

Vitamin C - Graduation (Friends Forever) -

BAD Luck

Luck has not been shining on me in recent days, I...


Quarrel with Dad +
Injuries +
Face's skin problem never really improve even though I spent $30 on it +
Com lack +
Uncle go hospital +
No Hope of going Uni (even now scored As in all subject also cannot)


As a result ->

No mood in doing PDP +
Never wanted to drive in my dads car no matter what +
Inconsistency in my gym training +
Never talk more than 6 lines with my family +
Anyhow spend $$ without any thinking or planning



Due to all this events, I turn to shopping... for the 1st time in my life, I wanted to buy a branded shoes for myself... I never go for branded stuff knowing that I'm paying 50% of the money just for the brand...



When shopping, I found this shoes that got the 'buy me' feel...


















However, I didn't buy it at once... Instead, I went home and think about it... This is how I think...

Why Adidas not Nike?
Cos Nike slogan is 'Just do it'.
I'm not a person that act based on a moment of impulse in another word...
I can't 'Just do it'
However, I'm the person that will be very determined once I decided to do something. Hence,
When I want to do something, 'Impossible is Nothing'


So, a few days later, I went back...
and...

No mine SIZE!!!
and they checked the whole outlet in Singapore and there isn't any of my SIZE!!!


Damn!!!

With all the stress I had and can't even buy a shoe to make me feel better...


BAD Luck...

U R SUCH A S.O.B!

Merry Belated Chrismas

Yesterday went to see Singapore River for countdown with one of my best friends... Spend most of the time thinking about our life, love life, future life, TV, movies and basketball.

Oh ya... he send me this song for me for Chrismas....
What the Hell!!!!



Oh Ya... got take some photos too...

Merry Christmas

蠟筆小叮噹

Merry Christmas

When I save enough $$, I will spend my christmas there with the girl I like

Friend

Hot shot superman

I have been crazy about basketball lately...

卖书

一个很有名的作家要来书店参观。书店老板受宠若惊,连忙把所有的书撤下,全部换上作家的书。作家来到书店后,心里非常高兴,问道：“贵店只售本人的书吗？”
“当然不是。”书店老板回答,“别的书销路很好,都卖完了。”

【哲理】
“拍马屁”是个奇怪的词：你象是在奉承他,又象是在侮辱他。

哲学试题

有一位哲学系的老师在期中考时只考了一题。
题目是这样的“什么是勇气?”
就当大家拼了命在想怎么写什么的时候……
有个同学交卷了……他不是一字没写喔!
不过他写的只有五个字“这就是勇气!”
绝吧!老师给了他满分。不过更绝是在后头。

好不容易到了期末考试。这位老师依然是只考一题。
这次的题目是“这就是题目，请做答案”这题目够怪吧？
大家依然不会写 不过那个学生很快就交卷了这次他又写什么咧?
他写“这就是答案，请给分…”

老师气不过就恼羞成怒的叫：“小子，厉害啊！给我过来，我有两道题目问你，你若答出第一题，可不必答第二题…”
老师：“你的头发有几根？”
同学：“一亿两千万三千六百零一根”
老师：“你怎么知道？”
同学：“这一题不用回答”
期末考他又得了满分！

Never Drive

Starting from now on, I will never drive unless I buy my own car... no matter what reason it is.

Steal idea

To steal ideas from one person is plagiarism; to steal from many is research.

Tough Luck...

Had quite a tough luck this 2 day....
yesterday...
play basketball...
fell and hurt my right knee...
the only fortunate thing is that my pant that cover my knee...
it was alright...
but today is worst...
i go out...
then come back rain...
so I cycle back seen I notice that the rain is small...
however, it turn big halfway...
when I reach home...
my bike skid and I land on my right knee again...
hell yeah...!
I guess I can fully rest for the next few days....

T.T

帮忙

在邮局大厅内,一位老太太走到一个中年人跟前,客气地说：“先生,请帮我在明信片上写上地址好吗？”

“当然可以。”中年人按老人的要求做了。

老太太又说：“再帮我写上一小段话,好吗？谢谢！”

“好吧。”中年人照老太太的话写好后,微笑着问道：“还有什么要帮忙的吗？”

“嗯,还有一件小事。”老太太看着明信片说,“帮我在下面再加一句：字迹潦草,敬请原谅。”


哲理】
你若不肯帮忙,人家会恨你一个星期；如果帮得不够完美,还不如……

Link: http://www.duwenzhang.com/wenzhang/gaoxiaowenzhang/20080830/16975.html

出路

Think

Content makes poor men rich; discontent makes rich men poor.

知足使贫穷的人富有；而贪婪使富足的人贫穷。

——Benjamin Franklin

Whether we rich or not, depend on how you think.
Whether we happy or not, depend on how you think.
Whether we do it or not, depend on how you think,
Whether what I said is true or not, also depend on how you think.

No wonder, people nowadays think more than do.

--Guo Zheng

Singapore

In the past, I always look at the sky when ever I'm outside and I would stare at it...

Mother: What are you thinking about?

Me: I was wondering... Why there are only 2-3 stars in the sky...

Mother: What's wrong with the stars?

Me: Well, we are now in Singapore right?

Mother: Ya, so?

Me: Then why a Singapore flag has 5 stars while the fact that we only have 2-3 stars in our sky?

Mother: ....-.-".... Let's go home son.....

爱情和婚姻

有一天，柏拉图问老师苏格拉底什么是爱情？老师就让他先到到麦田里去，摘一棵全麦田里最大最金黄的麦穗来，期间只能摘一次，并且只可向前走，不能回头。


柏拉图于是按照老师说的去做了。结果他两手空空的走出了田地。老师问他为什么摘不到？他说：因为只能摘一次，又不能走回头路，期间即使见到最大最金黄的，因为不知前面是否有更好的，所以没有摘；走到前面时，又发决总不及之前见到的好，原来最大最金黄的麦穗早已错过了；于是我什么也没摘，老师说：这就是“爱情”。


之后又有一天，柏拉图问他的老师什么是婚姻，他的老师就叫他先到树林里，砍下一棵全树林最大最茂盛、最适合放在家作圣诞树的树。其间同样只能砍一次，以及同样只可以向前走，不能回头。


柏拉图于是照着老师的说话做。今次，他带了一棵普普通通，不是很茂盛，亦不算太差的树回来。老师问他，怎么带这棵普普通通的树回来，他说：“有了上一次经验，当我走到大半路程还两手空空时，看到这棵树也不太差，便砍下来，免得错过了后，最后又什么也带不出来。” 老师说“这就是婚姻 ！” 　　


人生就正如穿越麦田和树林，只走一次，不能回头。要找到属于自己最好的麦穗和大树，你必须要有莫大的勇气和付出相当的努力。

人

做人难，人难做，难做人。

迷途的学子

盘圭和尚在一次静修会中，一个弟子偷东西被现场抓到，众僧人说：“这次总算抓到你偷钱了吧？这次你怎么说也逃脱不了了吧？”

师傅说：“原谅他吧！”

众僧愤怒地说：“不行，他已经偷了很多很多次钱了，这次怎么说也不可以原谅他了，如果这次，你不把这个小贼开除的话，我们就集体离开这个地方。”

师傅说：“你们都是明智的师兄，知道是非，但是他连是非也分不清楚，我不教他，又有谁教他呢？我要把他留在这里，就算你们全走光，我也会一样这么做的。”

听了这话之后，那个偷窃的和尚跪在地上，痛哭流涕，从此洗心革面，悟出了是非善恶了。

一百只羊跑了一只羊，牧羊人很匆忙的到处去寻找，那只跑掉的羊，而把其他的99只留在旷野上。帮助最需要帮助的，那是应该的。

梁婆婆 MTV

笨小孩

珍惜人生沿途的风景

I found this link while surfing the net...
this is the link http://www.5719.cn/Html/chengzhang/18582273256.html
But you can read it on my blog if you want...

森林里，一只小兽在拼命往前跑，乌鸦问：“你这么急，要往哪里去？停下来歇歇吧。”小兽摇摇头说：“不行呀，我要到达终点才能歇。”小兽继续往前跑，乌龟问：“你这么着急，要往哪里去？停下来休息一会吧。”小兽摇摇头：“不行，我要到达终点才能歇。” 　　

一路上，反复问答，小兽却从未停歇过，它一心一意想到达终点。直到有一天，路终于走到尽头，一棵光秃秃的大树立在那里。 　　“原来路的尽头是这样！”小兽不禁感叹。更令它懊丧的是，它发现自己此时已经年迈，“早知道是这样，我真该好好享受沿途的风景，那该是多么美好呀……” 　　

看到这则寓言，让我感触颇深。很多人都喜欢把人生比喻为登山，有些人把期待的快乐都寄托在登顶的瞬间。登山的过程中，真可谓心无旁骛，一路向前，执着前行，别说欣赏沿途旖旎的风光，就是停下来喘口气儿，都觉得是在浪费时间。到达山顶时，没有能够享受到期待的快乐，却又看到了更高的山头，又开始了新的奔跑。最后终于明白，人生的道路上，根本就没有期待的山顶！快乐也不是永远都在奔跑的前方。 　　终点未必就是期待的快乐。期待的快乐，其实就在看似平淡的每一天，就在看似微不足道的每一步履里。

珍惜 / Cherish

For the past few days, I had been seeing my classmate talking about the fact that we are graduating soon. 2 more months right? Well... now... I feel like telling a story that I heard in the past... in both languages.

Once a upon a time, a priest saw a girl crying sadly in a church. So, the priest came to her and asked...

Priest: Why are you crying?

Girl: I'm going to die tomorrow, there are still so many things for me to do... I don't want to DIE!!!

Priest: When did you know you would die?

Girl: A few months ago...

Priest: I see... OK girl let me ask you a question, if you have $86400 and it will all disappear tomorrow... what will you do?

Girl: Why must it be $86400?

Priest: It just a number... so what will you do?

Girl: Well, I would spend every single dollar with my dearest people before the money disappear.

Priest: Good, actually the number of seconds we have in a day is exactly 86400 secs. Since death is a part of a nature cycle, you should be spending every single seconds with your dearest rather than waste time crying here!

After hearing it, the girl was enlightened and leave the church immediately.


A penny of my thought -.-

The girl might be happier if she understand this theory a few months ago... In this way, there are more 'money' for her to spend...

Ok, think about it... compare to the girl, we in fact are a lot more luckly than her... since we only meet 3 times a week, why not we go outing on tuesday and movie on thursday for example? I know we are having a busy time like INDS, PDP... Gradshow... If that's the case why not we all do Inds/PDP/Gradshow together? If not possible in one day, then one hour? we can do a lot of things in an hour... like chit chat... play games... watch naruto...

Ok... I dun wan to post a chinese version of this blog (it a waste of my 'money')... I'm now off to chat with friends on my msn... bye bye :)

C.C.Colton

友谊常以爱情而结束；而爱情从不能以友谊而告终。

Friendship often ends in love, but love, in friendship—never.

——C.C.Colton

National Service

I found this video by chance, yes, we are left with 2 months left.

At the same, we got 3-4 months to become a MAN!

插手

插手，意思就是干预莫些事情的意思。

也就是说，当有人打架或是抄架的时候，
你把你的手插进去，不用想也知道你的手会变成什么样。。。
所以很多事情我们还是少管为妙。

插手 mean putting your hand in it
(which is simliar to poke your nose into it)

Hence, when there are people fighting,
we should not put our hand into it
and end up hurting your own hand.

Satisfaction

Tonight, I went out with my secondary school friend - Jason Huang

He is one of very few friends that I could go along with.

The thing about me and him is that we share a different belief and opinion, yet we are still very good friends and talk about our belief and opinion.

Maybe... The thing that keep our friendship going is 'respecting' each other.




















This time, we talk about 'Satisfaction' and below is his conclusion.

"The reason we strive to succeed in whatever we do, be it studies,work etc, should not be for human recognition or men's praise. For all there is temporary and won't really satisfy us, if we're honest. Rather, it's when we work for Jesus Christ that we can really be satisfied. Because he's not looking at how well you perform or how successful you are. Instead, all he's looking for is for you to do everything for him, and not for your own praise and glory. If you work with this attitude in mind, that's when you can find true satisfaction in your work, regardless of whether you scored well at this point won't matter anymore" - Jason Huang


A penny of my thought -.-

To me, I feel that satisfaction is something to be share. And I already had post it last month...
http://ah-zheng.blogspot.com/2008/10/blog-post_12.html
http://ah-zheng.blogspot.com/2008/10/blog-post_14.html
Sorry that it is in chinese :p

家庭 / Family

幸福的家庭都是相似的；而不幸的家庭各各不同。

All happy families are like one another; each unhappy family is unhappy in it's own way.

--Leo Tolstoy


A penny of my thought ~_~

It seems like unhappiness is a lot more 'creative' than happiness.

For people who are living in happiness, treasure it.
For those who don't, fight for it!

平凡 / Normal

很久以前，有一个和尚。
每天都只吃粥喝水，从来没有换过。
有一天，有个路人经过这里便想问个明白。

路人：这白粥淡水的，一点味道也没有，有什么好的？

和尚: 淡有淡的好。

路人：别的食物也有别的好啊，为什么不去尝一尝呢？

和尚：因为白粥淡水容易找啊。


平凡和白粥淡水都一样淡，
但是它却是人生中最容易找到的。
只要学会如何品尝平凡的好，
那我们天天都会过得幸福。
\^~^/

Once a upon a time, there was a monk.
He only eat porridge and drink plain water for every meal, everyday.
One day, I passer-by saw his habit and ask him.

Passer-by: porridge and water are tasteless, what's so good about it?

Monk: Tasteless are good and a tasteless way. :)

Passer-by: But there are other food in the world that are as good, why don't you try them?

Monk: Because porridge and water are easier to be found. :)

A normal life style is the same as porridge and water - tasteless.
However, it can be found easily.
As long as we learned to enjoy our normal life style,
We would be living in happiness everyday.

\^~^/

Dino's 名言

As each day dissappear into the night... The love grows stronger -Dino

A penny of thought...

T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T T.T

Person

Love is 2 person,
Just you and me.

Marriage is 6 person,
Just you, me, father, mother, dad and mum.

Family is 8 person,
Just you, me, father, mother, dad, mum, son and daughter.

However... Divorce is more than 2 person.

情非得已

三心两意

我是个三心两意的人。

有恒心，
有耐心，
有决心。

说话没恶意，
做事有心意。

Guys are iron Gals are steel Conclusion

In Conclusion, I just want to say that gals are harder to woo, yet more devoted...

Guys are iron, Gals are steel

Guys are iron Gals are steel, why do I said that?

For people who study physics in secondary school, they should know a little bit on the differences between iron and steel.

Iron are a kind of metal that would instantly become magnetic and would attracted to it when a magnetic object is placed near it. However, when the magnetic object is removed, the iron would turn back into a normal iron.

Thus, this is called temporary magnets.
A temporary magnet is one that will lose its magnetism. For example, soft iron can be made into a temporary magnet, but it will lose its magnetic power in a short while.

On the other hand, steel are another kind of metal that would also become magnetic(but not as faster as iron) when a magnetic object is placed near it. However, the funny thing would be the fact that if the magnetic object is removed, steel would still be a magnetic for a long time before they turn back into a steel.

Thus, this is call permanent magnets.
A permanent magnet is one that will hold its magnetic properties over a long period of time.

Ok... so why guys are iron gals are steel?

Let's look at it this way....
Guy's heart = Iron
Gal's heart = Steel
'Feel' = magnetic field = magnetic 'feel'

So..., have you all got it?
And understand how guys and gals react to magnetic 'feel'?

For those that dun understand, you can personal come and find me or you can wait until the next time I blog.

Good night!

^.^/

Hivalloween

So fast 2 and a half years gone in DCMD

T.T"














I feel like setting this photos as my wallpaper...

I bet I'll well score A in my INDS if I do that. :P

梦想/Dream

梦想梦想，在梦里想就好了。

倘若没有路可以走，只要从梦中醒来就行了。

Keep your dreams in your dream!

because when you have reach a dead end,

just wake up!

童年之父子

今天在Y8.com 发现了这个游戏，是我和我爸爸在一起玩的第一个游戏。-_-
真的好坏念阿！！！

我超爱和我爸爸玩这个游戏，
因为这是可以让我爸爸忘记我英文考试不及格的有效方法 XP



Wow! I found a game in Y8.com! It's the very first game that I use to play with my Dad, I miss it a lot!!! Btw, my dad used to call this game Comandos! Got to get my dad to play later!!!

A penny of my thought -_-'''

Well, the reason I love playing it with my dad is due to the fact that he tent to forget I fail my English paper whenever I play this game with him... XD

http://www.y8.com/games/Contra_World_Challenge">Contra World Challenge

Click here to play this game

友谊

忠厚是友谊的桥梁，欺骗是友谊的敌人（维吾尔族）

朋友

这些年一个人 ze xie nian, yi ge ren (all these years, alone)
风也过雨也走 feng ye guo, yu ye zou (the wind has passed, the rain had gone)
有过泪有过错 you guo lei, you guo cuo (there were tears, there were wrongs)
还记得坚持甚麽 hai ji de jien chi shen me (things we hold dear i still recall)

真爱过才会懂 zhen ai guo, chai hui tong (if you've had true love, then you would know)
会寂寞会回首 hui ji muo, hui hui shou (there is loneliness, there are goodbyes)
终有梦终有你 zhong you meng, zhong you ni (there are dreams, always there is you)
在心中 zai xin zhong (in my heart)

朋友一生一起走 peng you yi shen yi chi zou (friends walk this life together)
那些日子不再有 na xie ri zhi bu zhai you (those days will not return)
一句话一辈子 yi ju hua, yi bei zhi (one word, one life)
一生情一杯酒 yi shen ching, yi bei jiu (a lifetime relationship, a cup of wine)

朋友不曾孤单过 peng you bu cheng gu tan gou (with friends you won't be lonely)
一声朋友你会懂 yi shen peng you, ni hui dong (lifelong friends, you'd understand)
还有伤还有痛 hai you shang, hai you tong (there are wounds, there is pain)
还要走还有我 hai yao zou,hai you wo (must go our separate ways,always there is me)

失恋标签

心情-淡

味道可以代表心情，
颜色可以代表心情，
语言可以代表心情，
文字可以代表心情，
音乐可以代表心情。

不过，目前我还找不到可以代表我现在的心情的东西。

吃什么也没味道，
看什么都是灰的，
什么话也不想说，
什么事也不想做，
什么歌也不想听。

。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。

婚姻/Marriage

婚姻对我来说是恋爱的结束，但也是辛福的开始。
为了记念着个辛福的开始，我常常都在想以后要在什么日子结婚。
苦思良久后，我打算在
-2011年11月11日11点11分结婚
或在 -2014年 1月 3日 5点20分结婚

原因？
抱歉这是我和我未来老婆的秘密。 ；）

To me, I feel that marriage is the end of love, but start of the happiness
In order to make it more special, I would offen think of when to get marriage
(Even though I still no girlfriend)
After much thinking, I plan to get married on

-11/11/2011 at 1111 hour
or at - 1/ 3/2014 at 0520 hour (5.20pm also can)

Reason?
Sorry, can't tell you all, it's a little secert between me and my future wife. :)

Shooting Old Changi Hospital

Today, I went to Old Changi Hospital to help out my friends from the DDM below are the photos taken... more photo will be uploaded :)

Ya... That's me. In a few years time... That could me how I look when I join the police and promoted to S.W.A.T

My Friend- Zaidi

To find out more about him-

http://zaidiforever.blogspot.com/

The Three S.T.A.R Team

May-The sound man

Guan Long-The camera man

I will be having another shooting next week! And it's going to be with Mavin!

Time

19/10/2008 Sunday: Morning-Go help out with my uncle with the set-up of 'shen tai' (神台)
Afternoon-Go Lester's House
Evening-Start filming the pre-wedding (Lester's cousin)
Sleep for 4-6 hours

20/10/2008 Monday: Whole day-Start filming the wedding video
Sleep for 4-6 hours

21/10/2008 Tuesday: Morning-Go jogging
Afternoon-Go SP start to 'Log and capture' the video
Evening-Rest z.z'
Sleep for 6-8 hours

22/10/2008 Wednesday: Morning-Go jogging + gym training
Afternoon-PDP + 1010
Evening-Go help out my uncle again
Sleep for 4-6 hours

23/10/2008 Thursday: Morning-Jogging + training
Afternoon-1010 + Edit video (only edit a bit)
Evening-Go help out my uncle again =.="
Sleep for 4-6 hours

24/10/2008 Friday: Morning-Rest + 2% sick
Afternoon-1010 + gym training with Zhi Hao
Evening-Go help out my uncle again + Chat with good friends
Sleep for 4-6 hours

25/10/2008 Saturday: Morning-Jogging
Rest of the day-Help my friends in a short film
Sleep for unknow hours
10% sick


A penny of my thought -_-'''

Yes, Indeed it a busy week for me, I mean for a lazybum like me it a kind of ... tired. But somehow, I invent a new formula

Happy=Help ppl x No. of thanks x Time taken - no of mins wasted

Games

This is the Phliosophy I came out when I was taking O-level

According to Dictionary: Games means 'an amusement or pastime'

According to Me: Games mean 'time wasting or day dreaming'

This is because, when I play a game, I usually play it when I got nothing to do or I'll running away from my homework.

It is time wasting because when I played a game, time seems to travel a hell lots times faster then normal. Something, it took be hours to complete a stage but I feel like playing for a few minutes only.

It's day dreaming because no matter what games you played, no matter what you had achieved in the game you played. When you turn off your TV, You are still YOU! Nothing in your life change expect the fact that you wasted hours of time in your room.

Games = Time wasting + Day dreaming


A penny of my thought -_-'''

My friend : That's was a great Phliosophy! Is this the reason why you improve so much in O-level?

Me : No

My friend : =.="

My friend : ...Then what is the real reason?

Me : My PS2 Spoil...

My friend : You Pissed me off...

Me : ...I know...

济公活佛圣训

一生都是修来的――求什么

今日不知明日事――愁什么

不礼爹娘礼世尊――敬什么

兄弟姐妹皆同气――争什么

儿孙自有儿孙福――忧什么

岂可人无得运时――急什么

人世难逢开口笑――苦什么

补破遮寒暖即休――摆什么

食过三寸成何物――馋什么

死后一文带不去――悭什么

前人田地后人收――占什么

得便宜处失便宜――贪什么

举头三尺有神明――欺什么

荣华富贵眼前花――傲什么

他家富贵前生定――妒什么

前世不修今受苦――怨什么

赌博之人无下梢――耍什么

治家勤俭胜求人――奢什么

冤冤相报几时休――结什么

世事如同棋一局――算什么

聪明反被聪明误――巧什么

虚言折尽平生福――谎什么

是非到底见分明――辩什么

谁能保得常无事――诮什么

穴在人心不在山――谋什么

欺人是祸饶人福――卜什么

寿自护生爱物增――杀什么

一旦无常万事休――忙什么

成就（下）

T.T。。。 算了把，虽然不可以上台迎奖，但是这好歹还是个好成绩呀。



于是，我试着忘记这倒霉的事向我的同班同学走去，让他们看看我的四A！

但是，我一看到他们便说不出来了，因为眼前我看到的是失望、伤心和后悔。 他们的成绩一点都不理想。如果我没记错的话，可以读Poly的大概有十个人，读JC的，四个。

看到和我一起读书，一起玩耍了五年的同学。。。 如果以前多抽一点时间帮他们就好了。。。


成就是死的，友情是活的。
为了个死的（成就）而牺牲了活的（友情）。
一点都不划算。

没友情、亲情的成就，
和失败是没有分别的。

What's the point of having Achievement without the family and friends to share with?

成就（上）

终于等到了中学 O-Level 的考试成绩了。我带着紧张又辛奋的新情到我的中学（协和中学），看着我的旧同学、老师和校长，我就会觉得时间似乎过的太快了。是不是因为我在中五时读书读的太多了，所以不知不觉就过了一年呢？ 想想也是，比竟我在中五的学生生涯就是上学、读书和睡觉吧了。

接着，校长开始颁奖给一些‘很会读书’的人。按照我们学校的规定，不管是谁，只要可以在O-Level 会考里拿到四或五个A的人，都可以上台和校长握手、拍照。对我而言，这是唯一可以让我完成我死去的爷爷的心愿。同时也是我这一年的动力来原。不过很可惜，我没有办法完成我爷爷的心愿。那种心情，到现在我忘不了。

当校长颁完奖知后，就和同学们一起去拿成绩单了。结果，一想不到的是发生了，我其实有四个A！天啊！

我 ：“老师，为什么我没有上台拿奖！为什么？”

老师：“哦，对不起，我想因概是我们不小心算漏了。” 说完便走了。

有没有搞错阿！老天开的完笑也太大了吧！！！


希望越大，失望越大。
是你的，就是你的，不是你的，强求也没用。
一切随缘。

The higher you climbed, the harder you fall.
When it's yours, it's yours.
Let nature take it's course.

抗议

我大概四五岁的时候，不知道为了什么原因生我妈妈的气。因此，我待在我的房间里，以结食来跟我妈妈抗议。不过，我妈妈没有因此而心软。相反的，她跟本就不再乎，也没有去管。

我心理想：“这是什么妈妈啊！好，既然如此，我们就来比一比，看谁比较有耐心！”

就这样，我就一个人在房间里继续我有生以来的第一个抗议。。。

不知道过了多久，我房间里的门突然开了！ 我心里想：“哈哈。。。还是我赢了！。。。等等，那是什么？。。。是。。。是。。。是牛奶！那又怎样！我以今结食了，打死我也不喝！”就这样，我抱着必死的决心继续我结食抗议大行动！

不知道过了多久。。。 我看了牛奶一眼。。。

还是不知道过了多久。。我开始无时无刻的看着牛奶。。。

就这样。。。

就这样。。。。

算了算了。。。。我看我还是明天再‘结食抗议’吧。。。 于是，我便爬了过去用我的小手相婴儿似的喝了起来。 我边喝边想，明天我一定要抗议！我一定要抗议！要抗议。抗议。。。抗。。。ZZZ... -.-z

结果到了中学时期，我才想起这个所谓的‘结食抗议’。。。



这，。。。可能就是为什么我不喜欢Energy的原因。

既然是小孩子，就应该象个小孩子，

做好自己的本分，喝喝牛奶，睡睡觉就好了。

想这么多干吗呀？

Since you are a kid, then just do what kids should do, why think so much?

公平

从我读幼儿园开始，我妈妈就对我和我妹妹说：“我帮你们在银行里开了个户口，你们的都一样有＄２０，外加你们这几年的红包钱，大概有＄２００多。。。公平吗？”

我和我妹妹说：“公平！”

我心理想：“妈妈对我们真好，有从不偏心，真是个公平的好妈妈。”

从此，我没次一和妹妹吵架的时候，我妈妈都会像个法官似的，听完我和我妹妹的'供词'，再做个‘公平’的决定。（虽然我觉得有一些决定是有一点偏心。。。 =.='） 就连买东西也一样，我她各一件衣服，各一个玩具。。。

就这样，我抱着‘我的妈妈很公平’的想法生活。。。

大概到了我十七八岁的时候，我又跟我妈妈抱怨了。。。

我 ：“妈，你这样对我有点不公平。”
妈妈：“哪有？你忘了从小到大我都很公平的吗？就连银行里的钱都是一样的。。。”
我　；“！！！”
我　：“妈，我比妹妹大一岁，那红包钱就因该比妹妹多一年。那为甚么银行里的钱都是一样的呢？”
妈妈：“。。。=.=" ”
我　：“你把我那一年的红包钱怎样了？”
妈妈：“。。。”

后来才知道，原来我妈妈把我和妹妹的红包钱参在一起，分不出来了

这个世界那有什么公平不公平的？
只有运气好和运气不好罢了。

There isn't anything such as fair and this world,
just good luck and tough luck.

人生

我第一次学会思考的时候大概是三到四岁，我睁开眼睛，看看四周，就问自己
-我是谁？
-为甚么会在这里？
-我在这个世界的目的是甚么？
-为甚么我想不起过去的事？ 难道我失去记意了吗？

想了大概十分钟后，还是想不出甚么东西。
于是我做出了人生第一个决定！！！
我。。。
我。。。
我决定。！！！
我决定。。！！！！
我决定。。。先睡一下再说吧。。。=.= zzZ

等到我比较懂事后，我才知道
-我叫陈国证，华人，28/01/1988 出生。
-我会在这个房间里是因为这里是我家。
-我会来到这个世界是因为我是我爸妈生的，来这个世界的目地还不明。
-因为头恼还没有完全成长，所以在头恼还没有成长之前，都不会有记意。



在这个世界里，每个人都有烦恼，都会遇到困难。
烦恼也好，困难也罢。
我们都必须自己面对，靠自己解决。
不过，
如果解决不了，就先放下，以后在说。

Everybody in this world have troubles and problems.
Be it stress or not.
We have to face and solve it ourselves.
However,
If we can't solve it, Leave it, but don't forget it.